In my prayer journal, I have heard God say "surrender" and "die to yourself" several times. Over the past few years, I have had some very emotional connections with God where I thought I was surrendering, yet I see this theme over and over. So what am I missing here?
When I ponder it, I realize I need to get a better understanding as to what it means to surrender completely. I do not really know how to kill my old self permanently, without actually dying physically. That word surrender goes against my…Read more